NADZIR & RAHIMA

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

worth?? hate?? happy??

anger, frustration, now, i really feels like shooting someone!

Since SHH resigned. I have 3 bosses to report and work with...different character, different opinion and different approach..but as to date alhamdulillah, i managed to work with them. i'm not saying i am good at my work, since i have to cover both Site & office works, with no experience in doing EPCC, i managed to complete both and KPI target is achieved. During KPI reviewed session with my current superior, he told me that i'm on the right track, just work harder and focus more on office works. i agreed since i'm now based at office for good.

Then 2 months later, came this f***ing letter that really shocked me..it wrote - ur performance is 'BELOW EXPECTATION'. Company urged u to further improved ur performance in order to face new challenges for this coming year. WTF!!! on what basis HE's rated me?? My KPI is '3', how come suddenly it becomes '1'???

My superior also kinda shocked with that letter. we still remembered what he has rated me...the outcome was not same as what he rated me. I was soo demoralised. A lot of questions came out from my mind
a) what improvement do you want me to make?
b) does HE knows that my works scope cover manager task as well??
c) does HE knows that i am covering both site and office works as well?? doe HE knows that ONLY ME left in this f***ing dept as well??
d) If this rated is got to do with overall company's performance, why is there still other staff who got a 'good' rating??

Whatever it is, this MAN doesn't have any guts to come and see me...HE may be the most strong & powerful man on earth, HE can do anything he likes, yup, HE's the BOSS! but ALLAH is the most powerful of all..i always believe, what's goes around come around...

Ya allah,
This test is soo hard for me to take, please make my inner strength becomes more & more stonger.

Fake face!

Labels: sad wifey

posted by NADZIR & RAHIMA @ 10:54 AM

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